TERASA~

WHOAA !! mendalam tuu maksodnye.. terasa dgn sape?? Tuhan saje yg tauu..
Kadang-kadang org mempergunakan kita tanpa sedar. org juga menyalahgunakan kepercayaan kita terhadap mereka..org juga selalu mengikut kepentingan mereka sahaja . biaselahh manusia kann..Tapi kdg kdg org yg mempergunakan kita tuu melebihi had yg boleh kita tahan.. Tlg lahh memahami sikit perasaan org lain. mmg semua org ta sempurna tapi jgn lahh na suruh org saje yg mnjage perasaan kamu sedangkan kamu tdak pnah mnjaga perasaan org lain. Bukan ape, bila kita same same menjaga hati masing masing maka terhindarlah dari pergaduhan.

sebab...

seorg sahabat yang sejati memahami dan selalu menjaga perasaan kawan-kawannya yang lain.
Janganlah kamu berkawan dengannya dengan hanya ingin mempergunakan dia.
tahukah kamu setelah seseorang itu sedar bahawa dirinya dipergunakan maka seseorang itu
tidak lagi akan mempercayaimu.
Dan ingatlah,jikalau kamu tidak suka dengan seseorang itu janganlah kamu bermuka-muka dengannya.
sebab...
setiap kali kamu bermuka-muka dengannya ianya nampak secara jelas dan nyata.
senang cerita ta jadilah lakonan muka korg tuu.
Dengan reaksi wajah sebegitu memang jelas sekali menunjukkan perwatakkan kamu.

Ingatlahh sekali lagi janganlahh kamu berkawan dan menganggap seseorang kawan kamu
itu amat kamu perlukan hanya kerana kepentingan diri kamu.

hmm.. sdahla.. pnat la menjadi org yg dipergunakan hanya untuk kepentingan kau je. ! Setiap perbuatan kau tu aku da hafal la. da nampak sangat. Obvious gile. cukup cukuplahh.. 

Minta maaf lah pada sape sape yg terasa macam aku jugak. Yang penting tiade kaitan dgn yg sudah meninggal dunia dan dengan sape sape yg ta kenal aku.. and mnta maaf pada yg berkaitan keran aku tulis pasal niyy.. 

manusia cepat berubah ~

Hmm, saje je na ckp pasal niy.. Lumrah la kann suma manusia senang berubah. Ade yg berubah dgn cepat dan drastik ade jugak yg berubah tetapi lambat sikitla. Macam-macam perubahan la, dari segi fizikal,mental,jasmani, rohani, dan sebagainya. Mengapa aku cakap begitu?? Tiada ape, hanya saje ingin menulis. Kerana pelbagai perubahan sekarang yang aku nampak. Ade yg berubah ke arah kebaikan, ade yg berubah ke arah yang tidak baik, (faham faham sendirilahh kaann). Tapi kadang kadang perubahan yang berlaku tu tidak kena pada tempatnye. Ade setengah org tuu berubah gila drastik sampai org lain yg dulu anggap dye seorg yg senyap dan baik sudah berubah kepada anggapan yg tdak baik. Ini kerana perubahan yang berlaku kepada seseorg ke aarah yg tdak baik.If perubahan seseorg itu ke arah kebaikan maka orang lain akan beranggapan baik terhadap seseoang itu. Maka, berubahlahh ke arah kebaikan daripada ke arah yg tdak baik.Oleh itu, semua kawan dan org org disekeliling kamu akn beranggapan baik dengan kamu. SEKIAN..

RUMAH SEWA ~

HMM, 1ST TYME DOK UMA SEWA WEYY.. ta tauu na gmbrkn perasaan aku cmne.. tapi dpt rse a laenn sgt2. YELA  da berpisah dgn kwn2 rapat aku n kwn kwn yg salu tahu pasal aku  n kwn kwn yg salu aku cte suma bnda dekat dye. skrg hanya tgl aku, lely n yana.. ape2 hal je kitorg bertiga je. pelik kan, yg lain2 mane? na wat cmne da ta satu haluan.. ( i mean da ta serumah) . ade dok kamsis, ade dok kulim utama n aku dok kt tmn nun jauh dari dorg.. huhu.. d nak sminnguu jugak aku kat kulim niy, tp ta dpt jmpe n lepak ngn dorg lagi.. tyme jmpe PA pon ta ramai yg dtg. huhu.. padahal aku da rinduu gilaa gilaa kat korg..
ade jugak aku gy umah kawan aku n tdo kat sane. best la, dpt gak jmpe aisyah nawawi.. tp aku a little bit segan ahh, (maklumlahh ta bese sgt ngn kwn2 umah sewa dye) so, aku just dok n borak bese je. act, bnyak bnda aku na ckp ngn ko syah. huhu. tapi ta pe la.. next tyme je laa.. huhu.Hope la, ko ta bosan ngn aku niyy. kpd bella pulak, aku rindu ko gak. bukan ta na dtg uma korg lagi, tp tgk la t, (siyes aku segan ngn dak uma ko). aku ta tauu nape.. huhu.mayb bru first2 dok uma sewa so, aku ta bese lg ngn environmnt dye..hopefully, da start claass nnt aku tade da rase bosan bosan n ta tau nk wat ape kat umah niyy nnt..
InsyaAllah,, aminn

nak share sahaja (i love my mom) :)

This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor. Often we hadn't enough to eat. Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say "Eat this rice, son! I'm not hungry."

This was Mother's First Lie.

As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten; My heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, "Eat this fish, son! I don't really like fish."

This was Mother's Second Lie.

Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes which she filled with fresh matchsticks. . This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, "Mother, go to sleep; it's late: you can continue working tomorrow morning." Mother smiled and said "Go to sleep, son! I'm not tired."

This was Mother's Third Lie

When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me.. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her.. Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother's love, Seeing Mother covered with perspiration; I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said "Drink, son! I'm not thirsty!".

This was Mother's Fourth Lie.

After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family's condition worsening, my kind Uncle who lived near my house came to help us solve our problems big and small.

Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying "I don't need love." This was Mother's Fifth Lie.

After I had finished my studies and gotten a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me. She said, "I have enough money."

That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son; she said to me "I'm not used to high living."

That was Mother's Seventh Lie

In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, "Don't cry, son! I'm not in pain."

That was Mother's Eighth Lie.

Telling me this, her eighth lie, she died.

YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL!

For those of you who are lucky to be still blessed with your Mom's presence on Earth, this story is beautiful. For those who aren't so blessed, this is even more beautiful.

"Abu Huraira reported that a person said: Allah's Messenger, who amongst the people is most deserving of my good treatment? He said: Your mother, again your mother, again your mother, then your father, then your nearest relatives according to the order (of nearness)."

ASHRAF FAISAL !!

Salam.. now tyme aku ta ley na tdo.. As usual aku kann suka bab cte cte niyy..skang aku na cte bout anak buah aku yg sorg niyy,, hehe..Diberi name asyraf faisal. Lahir di hospital ....Pada hari.....tahun lpas..and yeah, dye baru 1 taon plus plus.. hehe..Dye mmg gila2. if dye ade kat uma mmg pnat na layan n main ngn dye.Dulu tyme dye bru pndai merangkak dye excited gila nak jalan. Bila da pndai jalan dye excited gila na lari plak.. MMG ACTIVE sgt sgt. Aku pon kalah dibuatnye.. ahaha .. for sure la kann.. dye kan kecik laei.. hehe :D                                                         

Haa niyy antara pixca pixca dye dr kecik till now !!                                                


~Niy tyme dye mula mula lahir ~

~niyy tyme dye mula mula merangkak~

~da pandai duduk dgn stabil~

~mkn dgn comot(da pndai mkn nasii)~

~abislahh if dye da main bnda niyy~

~na jgak layan cte transformers~

~mama best main ..jum la joinn ~

~setelah penat marathon dan wrestling bersama acikk ~

FYI laa, dye dok .... wit his papa n mama.. So, jrg balik umah atok dye means that uma yg aku dok skrg niyy.. hehe ..Mane tak nye umahh dye jauhh.. Aku pon da ta salu jmpe nan dye.. mmg rinduu laa..

Tp if dye dtg uma aku mmg seronok + pnat ta terkira la..Mane taknye ,,korg bace  niy :-

• Dye suke ajk aku marathon kat umah.Mane taknye umah aku mcm ade lorong yg "mengconnectkan" ruang tamu dgn dapur so dye salau ajk lari2 kat situ.mmg tak pnat ahh kan =.=' huhu
• Dye suke ajk aku main nan dye. pnat babe . dye ajk wrestling bhai.
  
  Mntang2 la aku je yg salu layann dye. So, almost stiap kali dye dtg umah aku whereby his "kg" la mst dye cari aku and start to "tendang2" then dye lari cpt2. da la comel comel je dye lari (mcm kura kura tekedek kedek)hehe.
• Part mkn je num 1 wey.. hehe..suap je mkn mmg dye mkn pastu dye ajk mkn smbil lari.. adoyaiii...layann je laa ~

Haa, tuu je la yg aku larat nak tulis.. Yang pentingg dye mmg bestt broo ~